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Pas hapjes solemne t\u00eb faz\u00ebs dioqezane t\u00eb \u00c7\u00ebshtjes t\u00eb Lumturimit dhe Shenjt\u00ebrimit t\u00eb Carmen-it, m\u00eb 4 dhjetor 2022, tani jemi n\u00eb nj\u00eb faz\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme t\u00eb studimit t\u00eb dokumenteve t\u00eb mbledhura dhe t\u00eb mbledhjes s\u00eb d\u00ebshmive t\u00eb d\u00ebshmitar\u00ebve t\u00eb shumt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n

N\u00eb 19 korrikun e ardhsh\u00ebm 2023 do t\u00eb festohet p\u00ebrvjetori i shtat\u00eb i vdekjes s\u00eb Sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtores s\u00eb Zotit, Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n

Kiko, At Mario dhe Ascensi\u00f3n k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb, n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur, q\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do famulli, t\u00eb m\u00ebrkur\u00ebn m\u00eb 19 korrik, t\u00eb celebrojm\u00eb Eukaristin\u00eb me komunitetet, duke iu lutur Zotit p\u00ebr pushimin e pasosur t\u00eb shpirtit t\u00eb saj dhe q\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb sa m\u00eb shpejt t\u00eb jet\u00eb e mundur procesi i saj i Shenjt\u00ebrimit.<\/p>\n\n

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Nd\u00ebrhyrja mbi Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez-IN nga Mar\u00eda Ascensi\u00f3n Romero Ant\u00f3n<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
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\u201cD\u00cbSHMITAR\u00cbT E HYJIT\u201d<\/h6>\n\n
KATEDRA E SH\u00cbN JUSTIT (SAN GIUSTO) \u2013 TRIESTE, 9 MARS 2023<\/h6>\n\n
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D\u00ebshmitar\u00ebt e Hyjit<\/em> \u2013 video<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

Carmen-i nuk ka mbajtur kurr\u00eb konferenca. N\u00ebse jam k\u00ebtu, \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs se, kur i afrohesh Carmen-it, shtohet d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr ta dashur Krishtin, ashtu si\u00e7 e ka dashur ajo. Dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb pres nga ky takim: q\u00eb Shpirti i Shenjt\u00eb, p\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb njohjeje pak m\u00eb t\u00eb thelluar t\u00eb Carmen-it, t\u00eb derdh\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne k\u00ebtu t\u00eb pranishmit nj\u00eb dashuri m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr Krishtin dhe d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb d\u00ebshmitar\u00eb t\u00eb tij, si\u00e7 thot\u00eb edhe motoja e k\u00ebtij takimi: d\u00ebshmitar\u00ebt e Hyjit.<\/p>\n\n

Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo grua q\u00eb, me plot\u00ebsimin e p\u00ebrvjetorit t\u00eb shtat\u00eb t\u00eb vdekjes s\u00eb saj, do t\u00eb ket\u00eb par\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 80.000 njer\u00ebz t\u00eb vizitojn\u00eb varrin e saj? Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo grua q\u00eb vet\u00ebm gjasht\u00eb vjet pas vdekjes s\u00eb saj tashm\u00eb quhet SH\u00cbRB\u00cbTORJA E ZOTIT? N\u00eb jet\u00ebn e Carmen-it mund t\u00eb dallohen shum\u00eb an\u00eb: un\u00eb do t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja t\u00eb ndalesha ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht te Carmen-i misionare dhe te Carmen-i profete.<\/p>\n\n

Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez, nism\u00ebtare s\u00eb bashku me Kiko Arg\u00fcello-n e Ecjes Neokatekumenale, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb figur\u00eb e madhe e Kish\u00ebs s\u00eb shekullit XX dhe XXI. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb aspak rast\u00ebsi q\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtja e saj e lumturimit dhe shenjt\u00ebrimit \u00ebsht\u00eb hapur n\u00eb 60-vjetorin e hapjes s\u00eb Koncilit t\u00eb Dyt\u00eb t\u00eb Vatikanit, p\u00ebr realizimin e t\u00eb cilit ajo u dha vet\u00eb dhe u shkri (krhs. 2 Kor 12,15) n\u00ebp\u00ebr famulli, s\u00eb bashku me Kiko Arg\u00fcello-n, duke udh\u00ebtuar n\u00eb t\u00eb pes\u00eb kontinentet, sepse Carmen-i ka qen\u00eb rr\u00ebnj\u00ebsisht nj\u00eb misionare, dhe k\u00ebshtu identifikohej kur tregonte historin\u00eb e saj: ka qen\u00eb nj\u00eb misionare e dashuruar me Krishtin! N\u00eb takimet thirrore, n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim t\u00eb Dit\u00ebve Bot\u00ebrore t\u00eb Rinis\u00eb, mij\u00ebra t\u00eb rinj e brohorisnin dhe i k\u00ebrkonin nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, sepse e v\u00ebrteta dhe origjinaliteti me t\u00eb cilin predikonte fitonte t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht vajzat. Por edhe mes suksesit, ajo shkruante n\u00eb ditarin e saj: \u201cKjo mua nuk m\u00eb sh\u00ebrben p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb, e vetmja gj\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme \u00ebsht\u00eb koha q\u00eb kaloj n\u00eb intimitet me Jezu Krishtin\u201d. Edhe kjo ishte Carmen: nj\u00eb mistike e dit\u00ebve tona<\/p>\n\n

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T\u00eb prek zgjedhja q\u00eb Hyji b\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb qysh prej f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb dhe se si zhvillohet tek ajo, n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, dashuria p\u00ebr Krishtin bashk\u00eb me thirrjen misionare. Carmen-i jeton n\u00eb nj\u00eb ambjent misionar. E kalon f\u00ebmij\u00ebrin\u00eb e saj n\u00eb Tudela, n\u00eb rajonin e Navarr\u00ebs. Navarra ku jetoi Carmen-i ishte e mbushur me frym\u00eb misionare n\u00ebn nxitjen e figur\u00ebs s\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Fran\u00e7esk Ksavierit, Pajtorit t\u00eb Misioneve, dhe gjat\u00eb shekullit XX ka qen\u00eb dioqeza me m\u00eb shum\u00eb thirrje misionare. \u00cbsht\u00eb interesante t\u00eb v\u00ebresh gjithashtu se n\u00eb vitin kur u hap \u00c7\u00ebshtja e Lumturimit t\u00eb Carmen-it, u kremtua 400-vjetori i shenjt\u00ebrimit t\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n\n

N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb ambjent misionar ndihmoi shum\u00eb figura e Imzot Marcelino Olaechea-s, i cili qe ipeshk\u00ebv i Navarr\u00ebs kur Carmen-i jetonte n\u00eb Tudela: ai jo vet\u00ebm mb\u00ebshteti fondacionin e Misionareve t\u00eb Krishtit Jezus (ku m\u00eb pas do t\u00eb hynte edhe Carmen-i), por e bazoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pun\u00ebn e tij baritore mbi figur\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha koh\u00ebrave t\u00eb Navarr\u00ebs: Sh\u00ebn Fran\u00e7esk Ksavierin. Duke p\u00ebrfituar nga fakti se n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb shekullit ai ishte shpallur “Pajtor i misioneve katolike”, ipeshkvi nxiti nj\u00eb ambjent misionar n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e Navarr\u00ebs. Carmen-i e konsideronte Imzot Marcelino-n nj\u00eb shenjt, dhe mbajti me t\u00eb nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb gjat\u00eb viteve t\u00eb kaluara me Misionaret e Krishtit Jezus, sidomos kur m\u00eb von\u00eb ai u b\u00eb Arqipeshk\u00ebv i Valencias.<\/p>\n\n

Por p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj atmosfere misionare t\u00eb Navarr\u00ebs, Carmen-i ka studiuar gjithashtu n\u00eb Kolegjin e Shoq\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Maris\u00eb. P\u00ebrball\u00eb tij gjendet Kolegji i Shoq\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Jezusit (Jezuit\u00ebt), p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin Carmen-i na ka folur shum\u00eb her\u00eb, dhe fal\u00eb t\u00eb cilit mundi t\u00eb njoh\u00eb shum\u00eb jezuit\u00eb, misionar\u00eb n\u00eb Lindje, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt sh\u00ebnuan thirrjen e saj misionare. M\u00eb prek t\u00eb kujtoj k\u00ebt\u00eb, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht aty ku Zoti i jep \u201cprekjen e par\u00eb t\u00eb substanc\u00ebs s\u00eb tij\u201d (si\u00e7 do t\u00eb thoshte Sh\u00ebn Gjoni i Kryqit). Si shum\u00eb t\u00eb zgjedhur, Zoti e ka sh\u00ebnuar qysh prej f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb saj. Ajo tregon se kur shkonte n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb hynte n\u00eb katedrale \u2013 nj\u00eb perl\u00eb arkitekture romanike e shekullit XII \u2013 dhe aty Carmen-i lutej nj\u00eb or\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb! Carmen-i do t\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cDhuratat q\u00eb kam marr\u00eb n\u00eb katedralen e Tudel\u00ebs, askush nuk i di\u201d<\/em>. Gjithmon\u00eb emocionohej kur d\u00ebgjonte Ungjillin e mrekullis\u00eb s\u00eb peshkimit, t\u00eb parin q\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi n\u00eb kapel\u00ebn e Shpirtit t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb Katedrales n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 10-vje\u00e7are. Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cIshte i pari q\u00eb un\u00eb d\u00ebgjova n\u00eb zem\u00ebr dhe qe p\u00ebr mua nj\u00eb thirrje p\u00ebr ungjill\u00ebzim n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb mahnit\u00ebse\u201d<\/em>. E tregoj t\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, jo vet\u00ebm sepse edhe un\u00eb jam nga Tudela dhe m\u00eb prekin kaq shum\u00eb k\u00ebto vende, por sepse qe pik\u00ebrisht aty, n\u00eb ato vite t\u00eb para t\u00eb kaluara n\u00eb Tudela, kur Zoti i nguliti nj\u00eb vul\u00eb t\u00eb pashlyeshme p\u00ebr T\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr misionin q\u00eb do ta shoq\u00ebronte gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs. Edhe n\u00eb momentet e pasiguris\u00eb s\u00eb plot\u00eb e t\u00eb vuajtjes s\u00eb madhe, k\u00ebto do t\u00eb jen\u00eb dy shtyllat e forta t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj: dashuria p\u00ebr Krishtin dhe p\u00ebr misionin.<\/p>\n\n

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Kur ishte 15 vje\u00e7e, familja e Carmen-it u shp\u00ebrngul n\u00eb Madrid. Ajo tregon shpesh se \u00e7do vit p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb mision, por i ati ia ndalonte. Misteri i zgjedhjes s\u00eb Zotit p\u00ebr Carmen-in shihet edhe n\u00eb Madrid, ku do t\u00eb gjente si at shpirt\u00ebror Atin Sanchez-in, nj\u00eb jezuit i shenjt\u00eb \u2013 i cili ka qen\u00eb gjithashtu rr\u00ebfyesi i themeluesit t\u00eb Opus Dei, Sh\u00ebn Jos\u00e9 Mar\u00eda Escriv\u00e1 de Balaguer \u2013 i cili do ta vendos\u00eb n\u00eb kontakt me Shkrimin e Shenjt\u00eb dhe me shenjt\u00ebrit, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht me Sh\u00ebn Terez\u00ebn e Jezusit. N\u00ebn udh\u00ebheqjen shpirt\u00ebrore t\u00eb At\u00eb Sanchez-it, Carmen-i n\u00eb rinin\u00eb e saj b\u00ebri nj\u00eb jet\u00eb intensive lutjeje: lutej p\u00ebr nj\u00eb or\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, m\u00eb pas merrte pjes\u00eb n\u00eb Mesh\u00eb para se t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb universitet dhe gjithashtu n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje i kushtohej lutjes. Me sugjerimin e t\u00eb atit, nj\u00eb industrialist i madh q\u00eb kishte projekte p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij, Carmen-i studioi Kimi n\u00eb Universitetin Complutense t\u00eb Madridit, ku mori notat m\u00eb t\u00eb larta. Pik\u00ebrisht gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj periudhe universitare Zoti vazhdon t’i jap\u00eb shenja t\u00eb zgjedhjes s\u00eb saj; ajo tregon:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cZoti m\u00eb ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb shum\u00eb hire, gjithmon\u00eb, edhe kur isha n\u00eb universitet. Jezu Krishti sikur m\u00eb ndiqte me nj\u00eb prani t\u00eb dukshme, t\u00eb prekshme, t\u00eb nj\u00eb dashurie t\u00eb pamas\u00eb dhe t\u00eb nj\u00eb thirrje t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr ungjill\u00ebzim. Kujtoj disa dit\u00eb, kur shkoja n\u00eb Fakultetin e Kimis\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat shihja se Hyji m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb pun\u00eb n\u00eb Kish\u00eb: ishte gjithmon\u00eb ungjill\u00ebzimi dhe misionet\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Thirrja e saj ishte aq e fort\u00eb saq\u00eb n\u00eb adoleshenc\u00eb u p\u00ebrrpoq s\u00eb paku tri her\u00eb t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb mision, por familja ia ndaloi. N\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 21-vje\u00e7are, pasi u diplomua p\u00ebr Kimi, u largua nga sht\u00ebpia dhe, pa lejen e t\u00eb atit e me p\u00ebrndjekje t\u00eb m\u00ebdha nga ana e familjes, shkoi n\u00eb Xavier, ku sapo ishte krijuar nj\u00eb kongregat\u00eb moderne misionare. Hyri n\u00eb Institutin e Misionareve t\u00eb Krishtit Jezus, t\u00eb cilat e kishin noviciatin e tyre n\u00eb Xavier dhe q\u00eb nuk kishin vet\u00ebm tre kushtet e t\u00eb gjitha kongregatave fetare \u2013 varf\u00ebrin\u00eb, virgj\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe bindjen \u2013, por edhe nj\u00eb kusht t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt: t’u kushtoheshin misioneve. Kjo ishte di\u00e7ka prek\u00ebse p\u00ebr Carmen-in, sepse ishte p\u00ebrgjigja ndaj thirrjes s\u00eb saj t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb misionare q\u00eb e ndiente q\u00eb nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebria. \u00cbndrra e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb misionare dhe hyrja n\u00eb Institutin e Krishtit Jezus \u00ebsht\u00eb hapi i par\u00eb p\u00ebr ta realizuar at\u00eb. Carmen-i ishte e lumtur t\u00eb jetonte dy vitet e noviciatit n\u00eb Xavier. Ndiente gjithmon\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb Hyji ai q\u00eb udh\u00ebheq jet\u00ebn e saj dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb e thot\u00eb vet\u00eb ajo:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cPasi kalova shum\u00eb aventura, Hyji m\u00eb \u00e7oi te Misionaret e Krishtit Jezus n\u00eb Xavier. Atje Zoti m\u00eb dha shum\u00eb hire\u201d. \u201cZoti m\u00eb priste n\u00eb Xavier me hire t\u00eb m\u00ebdha ngush\u00ebllimi dhe zbulimi t\u00eb Shkrimeve\u201d. \u201cDhe e fal\u00ebnderoj shum\u00eb Zotin, sepse p\u00ebr mua ka qen\u00eb v\u00ebrtet nj\u00eb cenakul lutjeje dhe hire t\u00eb pamasa t\u00eb Zotit\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

N\u00eb nj\u00eb let\u00ebr d\u00ebrguar familjes s\u00eb saj ajo shkruan: \u201cJam e lumtur, duke m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb b\u00ebhem e shenjt\u00eb, me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shpres\u00ebn te Hyji dhe te lutjet tuaja\u201d<\/em>. Gjat\u00eb noviciatit b\u00ebnin shtegtime dyditore apo treditore n\u00eb qytete dhe shenjt\u00ebrore t\u00eb ndryshme. Tri motra shkonin s\u00eb bashku, pa para, duke u shpallur Jezu Krishtin njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb takonin e duke folur p\u00ebr misionin, dhe n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje pritsnin n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb fshat. Ishte skica e par\u00eb e shpalljes s\u00eb Ungjillit dy nga dy, q\u00eb do t\u00eb realizohej m\u00eb von\u00eb p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb Ecjes.<\/p>\n

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Para se t\u00eb b\u00ebnin kushtet, noviciet b\u00ebnin nj\u00eb muaj t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb ushtrime shpirt\u00ebrore. N\u00eb jav\u00ebn e tret\u00eb, t\u00eb dedikuar ndaj Mundimeve t\u00eb Krishtit, Carmen-i, e cila ishte shum\u00eb e lidhur me Zotin, u trondit nga fakti se Sh\u00ebn Pjetri e kishte mohuar Jezu Krishtin:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cAt\u00eb nat\u00eb k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja n\u00eb meditim. E kalova t\u00ebr\u00eb nat\u00ebn duke menduar se, sikur Sh\u00ebn Pjetri, n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u2019i thoshte Jezu Krishtit: \u2018Nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb mohoj\u2019, t\u2019i kishte k\u00ebrkuar Zotit: \u2018Mos lejo q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb mohoj\u2019, Ai do t\u2019ia kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb hir dhe ai nuk do ta kishte mohuar Jezu Krishtin\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i kishte frik\u00eb se, p\u00ebrball\u00eb vuajtjes, mund ta mohonte Jezu Krishtin; dhe se n\u00eb \u00e7astet e err\u00ebsir\u00ebs ose t\u00eb vuajtjes mund ta mohonte Krishtin, ashtu si Pjetri.<\/p>\n\n

\u201cKam q\u00ebndruar zgjuar t\u00ebr\u00eb nat\u00ebn me k\u00ebt\u00eb mendim: M\u00eb lejo t\u00eb t\u00eb ndjek edhe n\u00eb Mundimin t\u00ebnd”.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Me k\u00ebt\u00eb mendim shkoi t\u00eb flinte at\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje. Duke iu referuar asaj nate, Carmen-i thoshte:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cNd\u00ebr hiret q\u00eb Zoti m\u00eb ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb atje, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kam harruar kurr\u00eb, as n\u00eb \u00e7astet e kriz\u00ebs dhe ankthit m\u00eb t\u00eb madh q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb do t\u00eb kisha n\u00eb jet\u00eb. P\u00ebr mua mbetet nj\u00eb kujtim shum\u00eb i fort\u00eb i nd\u00ebrhyrjes s\u00eb Hyjit n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

Ja se si e tregon Carmen-i at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhi:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cNd\u00ebrsa flija, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr n\u00eb lidhje me Ngjitjen n\u00eb Qiell. N\u00eb at\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr shoh Jezu Krishtin q\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u2013 \u2018Ti, m\u00eb ndiq!\u2019. E shoh Jezu Krishtin, p\u00ebrpiqem ta ndjek Jezu Krishtin, por e kuptoj se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb marr\u00ebzi. Dhe Ai m\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u2013 \u2018Ti, m\u00eb ndiq!\u2019. Dhe, gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr, jam pran\u00eb Jezu Krishtit q\u00eb del nga dritarja dhe ajo q\u00eb gjej p\u00ebrpara meje \u00ebsht\u00eb zbraz\u00ebtia… At\u00ebher\u00eb fillon nj\u00eb zbritje, nj\u00eb zbritje, nj\u00eb zbritje, nj\u00eb zbritje, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn bie gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shpejt, duke par\u00eb se do t\u00eb p\u00ebrplasem dhe m\u00eb pushton nj\u00eb ankth i jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm… At\u00ebher\u00eb ndiej z\u00ebrin e Jezu Krishtit q\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u2013 \u2018A nuk the se doje t\u00eb m\u00eb ndiqje?\u2019. \u2013 \u2018A nuk thoshe ti se doje t\u00eb m\u00eb ndiqje?\u2019. Thash\u00eb po dhe hyra n\u00eb vdekje… hyra n\u00eb vdekje dhe pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast rrethanat ndryshuan: e gjeta veten duke u ngjitur, duke u ngjitur, duke u ngjitur, n\u00eb nj\u00eb Ngjitje t\u00eb lavdishme e t\u00eb mrekullueshme, me nj\u00eb ndjesi t\u00eb madhe g\u00ebzimi dhe mir\u00ebqenieje, di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb krahasohet as me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb seksuale, as me ushqimin, e as me ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. \u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lumturi, nj\u00eb t\u00eb qenurit n\u00eb Qiell pas Zotit, duke u ngjitur. Dhe ishte aq e fuqishme sa thash\u00eb: \u2013 \u2018Mjaft, mjaft, mjaft!\u2019. Dhe u zgjova pasi kisha p\u00ebrjetuar se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb \u2018lumturia\u2019, Qielli. Aq e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ishte kjo, saq\u00eb m\u00eb zgjati m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb muaj t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb: mbeta si e \u2018lumturuar\u2019. Jetoja n\u00eb Qiell; ishte di\u00e7ka e pashpjegueshme.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Kjo \u00ebnd\u00ebrr do t\u00eb jet\u00eb vendimtare n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj dhe do ta kujtoj\u00eb ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht n\u00eb \u00e7astet e vuajtjes; edhe n\u00eb ditar\u00ebt e saj ajo flet vazhdimisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb fest\u00eb t\u00eb Ngjitjes n\u00eb Qiell. Kemi par\u00eb se si shk\u00eblqimi i Sh\u00ebn Fran\u00e7eskut Ksavierit, misionarit m\u00eb t\u00eb madh t\u00eb epok\u00ebs moderne, e ka ndri\u00e7uar jet\u00ebn e Carmen-it qysh prej f\u00ebmij\u00ebrs\u00eb. Pik\u00ebrisht 450 vjet pas lindjes s\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Fran\u00e7eskut n\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00ebn e Xavierit, Carmen-i do t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb kushtet e saj rregulltare n\u00eb Bazilik\u00ebn e Xavierit, pran\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00ebs, ku ende sot ndodhet kapela e Krishtit t\u00eb Buz\u00ebqeshjes, nj\u00eb kryq mesjetar para t\u00eb cilit lutej Sh\u00ebn Fran\u00e7esku s\u00eb bashku me familjen e tij. \u00cbsht\u00eb po ai kryq para t\u00eb cilit u lut edhe Carmen-i gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs s\u00eb noviciatit; imazhi i k\u00ebtij kryqi e ka shoq\u00ebruar gjithmon\u00eb Carmen-in.<\/p>\n

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Ipeshkvi i at\u00ebhersh\u00ebm i Navarr\u00ebs, Imzot Marcelino Olaechea, i cili, si\u00e7 e p\u00ebrmenda m\u00eb par\u00eb, kishte mb\u00ebshtetur lindjen e Institutit misionar ku kishte hyr\u00eb Carmen-i, em\u00ebrohet Arqipeshk\u00ebv i Valencias dhe edhe atje p\u00ebrgatit nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr misionaret. Carmen-i, pasi b\u00ebri kushtet e para n\u00eb Xavier, do ta vazhdoj\u00eb formimin e saj n\u00eb Valencia. Aty do t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb pes\u00eb vjet, duke marr\u00eb hire t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme. Dy vitet e para i kalon duke lar\u00eb dhe hekurosur \u00e7ar\u00e7af\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi (ende nuk kishte lavatri\u00e7e) dhe, p\u00ebr habin\u00eb e saj t\u00eb madhe, i k\u00ebrkohet t\u00eb studioj\u00eb Teologji. Jan\u00eb vitet kur po p\u00ebrgatitej Koncili II i Vatikanit dhe ky ipeshk\u00ebv kishte hapur nj\u00eb institut t\u00eb Teologjis\u00eb me profesor\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb Spanj\u00ebs, me risin\u00eb se pranonte n\u00eb studime edhe grat\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb edhe motrat rregulltare mund t\u00eb studionin Teologji. Edhe Carmen-i do t\u00eb kryej\u00eb aty tre vjet studime teologjike, nj\u00eb formim q\u00eb do t\u00eb jet\u00eb providencial p\u00ebr misionin e saj n\u00eb Ecjen Neokatekumenale. Teza e saj p\u00ebr marrjen e licenc\u00ebs, me titull \u201cDomosdoshm\u00ebria e lutjes sipas Piut XII\u201d, do t\u00eb vler\u00ebsohet me not\u00ebn Summa cum laude. S\u00eb shpejti ai do t\u00eb botohet edhe n\u00eb italisht.<\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb prag t\u00eb realizimit t\u00eb \u00ebndrr\u00ebs s\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj: t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb n\u00eb mision n\u00eb Indi; p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye d\u00ebrgohet n\u00eb Lond\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar anglishten dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb mundur t\u00eb hyj\u00eb n\u00eb Indi. N\u00eb Lond\u00ebr do t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb nj\u00eb vit e gjysm\u00eb. Por gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe ndodhin shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra n\u00eb Institutin e saj; ashtu si\u00e7 ndodhi n\u00eb shumic\u00ebn e Instituteve dhe Kongregatave rregulltare pas Koncilit. Instituti i saj, i cili ishte shum\u00eb modern, e p\u00ebrjeton k\u00ebt\u00eb proces q\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe gjat\u00eb Koncilit. N\u00eb tensionin midis konservatorizmit dhe progresizmit, fiton linja konservatore dhe K\u00ebshilltaret e reja mbyllin ato hapje me t\u00eb cilat kishte lindur Instituti. Carmen-i, s\u00eb bashku me nj\u00eb grup t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, sheh nevoj\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb formuar misionaret, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb apostullim t\u00eb mund t\u2019u b\u00ebjn\u00eb ball\u00eb problemeve t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb koh\u00ebs s\u00eb sotme. K\u00ebshtu krijohet nj\u00eb shk\u00ebputje midis k\u00ebtyre motrave m\u00eb t\u00eb reja dhe eproreve, m\u00eb t\u00eb lidhur me linj\u00ebn konservatore, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt n\u00eb fund d\u00ebbojn\u00eb kat\u00ebr prej tyre. E fundit q\u00eb do t\u00eb d\u00ebbohet do t\u00eb jet\u00eb Carmen-i, e cila ndodhet n\u00eb Angli.<\/p>\n\n

Nj\u00eb telegram nga N\u00ebna Superiore e P\u00ebrgjithshme e th\u00ebrret papritur t\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb. Kur arrin atje, gjen se tri shoqe t\u00eb grupit t\u00eb saj tashm\u00eb jan\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtuar dhe se tani \u00ebsht\u00eb radha e saj. P\u00ebr Carmen-in kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb befasi e jasht\u00ebzakonshme. Ato mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtoheshin, sigurisht, por p\u00ebr arsye ose m\u00ebkate t\u00eb r\u00ebnda. Por nuk ishte ky rasti. Ky do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb nga \u00e7astet m\u00eb t\u00eb dhimbshme dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, sepse shembet \u00ebndrra e gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj: t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb mision. Dhe kjo ndodh jo p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb arsye t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb ose me karakter moral, por vet\u00ebm sepse n\u00ebnat e reja superiore nuk i kuptojn\u00eb reformat q\u00eb k\u00ebto vajza d\u00ebshironin t\u00eb propozonin dhe donin ta mbanin Institutin n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje ruajtjeje.<\/p>\n\n

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Kiko Arg\u00fcello, Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez dhe Mario Pezzi \u2013 Vigjilja Pashkvore 1984<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

Carmen-i vuajti shum\u00eb, por edhe ky do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast hiri i ve\u00e7ant\u00eb p\u00ebr zhvillimin e fes\u00eb s\u00eb saj dhe, m\u00eb von\u00eb, p\u00ebr vet\u00eb Ecjen. Ajo q\u00eb Carmen-i p\u00ebrjeton n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrb\u00ebj\u00eb qendr\u00ebn e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Ecjes Neokatekumenale: Pashk\u00ebn, diellin e shndritsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Ngjalljes, t\u00eb jetuar n\u00eb Eukaristi. Hyji do ta \u00e7oj\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoj\u00eb, n\u00eb vet\u00eb mishin e saj, Pashk\u00ebn: vdekjen dhe ngjalljen e Jezu Krishtit:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cZoti m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrij atje n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte v\u00ebrtet pjes\u00ebmarr\u00ebse n\u00eb Mundimin e Jezu Krishtit. Kjo k\u00e9nosis q\u00eb Barcelona p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsoi p\u00ebr mua, ishte me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb hyrja, jo n\u00eb di\u00e7ka nga Mundimi, por n\u00eb vet\u00eb Mundimin e Jezu Krishtit, q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb t\u00eb gjykohesh nga populli yt, n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb Ligjit q\u00eb Ai kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb d\u00ebbohesh jasht\u00eb nga populli yt e t\u00eb kryq\u00ebzohesh jasht\u00eb mureve\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

N\u00eb at\u00eb vit, 1962, t\u00eb jetuar n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb, Hyji i dhuron Carmen-it nj\u00eb takim q\u00eb do t\u00eb jet\u00eb themelor p\u00ebr Ecjen: At Pedro Farn\u00e9s-in, i cili shfaqet n\u00eb \u00e7astin m\u00eb kritik t\u00eb k\u00e9nosis s\u00eb saj; p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye ajo do t\u00eb thot\u00eb shpesh se ai ishte engj\u00eblli q\u00eb Hyji i kishte d\u00ebrguar n\u00eb Gjetsemanin e saj. At Farn\u00e9s-i, dishepull i Don Botte dhe i Bouyer, kishte studiuar dhe kishte njohur n\u00eb Paris liturgjist\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb kishin p\u00ebrgatitur reform\u00ebn e Koncilit.<\/p>\n\n

Gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs s\u00eb Gjetsemanit t\u00eb saj n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb, ajo arrin t\u00eb pyes\u00eb veten n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb normale t\u00eb kesh k\u00ebt\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019i p\u00ebrkitur plot\u00ebsisht Zotit dhe shkruan n\u00eb ditarin e saj:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cJezus, do t\u00eb doja t\u2019i pyesja et\u00ebrit e mi shpirt\u00ebror\u00eb n\u00ebse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit, q\u00eb kur jan\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, e ndiejn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsi t\u00ebnde, JEZUS.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Kur tashm\u00eb e kupton se do t\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtohej nga Instituti Misionar dhe sheh se si po prishet projekti i saj i jet\u00ebs, ai p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb misionare, n\u00eb pranver\u00ebn e vitit 1962, i shkruan babait t\u00eb saj:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cE gjith\u00eb dashuria dhe kujdesi juaj nuk jan\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje ta mbushin k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb kam \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar t\u00eb ishte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr Hyjin. Po, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb martirizim i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb mos mendosh p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Jezu Krishtit, m\u00ebngjes, mesdit\u00eb dhe mbr\u00ebmje… Nuk kam pasur kurr\u00eb asnj\u00eb dyshim, q\u00eb kur isha f\u00ebmij\u00eb, p\u00ebr thirrjen time; a e kupton martirizimin tim?\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n

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Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez – Bashk\u00ebjetesa e Itinerant\u00ebve n\u00eb Izrael<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

N\u00ebse deri tani e kemi par\u00eb Carmen-in si nj\u00eb misionare t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb, n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb shfaqet zgjedhja e mistershme e Hyjit mbi Carmen-in si nj\u00eb profete e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb: Ai e b\u00ebn t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb n\u00eb vet\u00eb mishin e saj vepr\u00ebn q\u00eb d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb shfaq\u00eb n\u00eb Ecje dhe n\u00eb Kish\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrt\u00ebrihet me Koncilin II t\u00eb Vatikanit. Ashtu si\u00e7 ka b\u00ebr\u00eb Hyji me profetin Ezekiel \u2013 t\u00eb cilit i vdes nusja q\u00eb ai t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoj\u00eb dhimbjen e Hyjit p\u00ebr popullin e tij \u2013 ose me profetin Osea \u2013 t\u00eb cilit Hyji i k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb martohet me nj\u00eb prostitut\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb n\u00eb historin\u00eb e tij pabesin\u00eb e popullit t\u00eb vet dhe t\u2019i shpall\u00eb dashurin\u00eb e Hyjit m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb se t\u00eb gjitha m\u00ebkatet e tyre \u2013 po k\u00ebshtu tani do ta b\u00ebj\u00eb me Carmen-in, duke e \u00e7uar t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoj\u00eb n\u00eb mishin e saj gj\u00ebra t\u00eb pabesueshme, si Misterin e Pashk\u00ebs, t\u00eb vdekjes dhe ngjalljes s\u00eb Zotit, t\u00eb cilin ajo e p\u00ebrjetoi n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb gjat\u00eb procesit t\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtimit nga Misionaret e Jezu Krishtit.<\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i kishte qen\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb shum\u00eb e p\u00ebrkushtuar ndaj Eukaristis\u00eb dhe, q\u00eb nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebria, nuk mungonte kurr\u00eb n\u00eb Mesh\u00eb, edhe kur \u2013 gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtimi t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb me baban\u00eb e saj n\u00eb Marok, ku ishte v\u00ebrtet e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb gjendej nj\u00eb kish\u00eb katolike \u2013 ajo gjeti m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb Mesh\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb. Carmen-i shkruan:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cN\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb hyra n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dinamik\u00eb pashkvore, sepse Eukaristia nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb thjesht t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh n\u00eb zem\u00ebr F\u00ebmij\u00ebn Jezus, ose Jezu Krishtin si forc\u00eb, por t\u00eb hysh n\u00eb vdekje me T\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngjallur me T\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb Eukaristia. Dhe n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet k\u00ebsaj njoha gjithashtu gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb sillte Koncili: p\u00ebrt\u00ebritjen kishtare, futjen e Fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb Hyjit n\u00eb popull. Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, Zoti m\u00eb \u00e7oi mua, q\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Skolastik\u00ebn dhe formimin e meshtar\u00ebve, t\u00eb kuptoja n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs s\u00eb k\u00e9nosis q\u00eb po jetoja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrt\u00ebritjen q\u00eb Koncili i jepte Kish\u00ebs. Koncili p\u00ebr mua ishte si nj\u00eb ushqim q\u00eb Hyji m\u00eb jepte, nj\u00eb ushqim q\u00eb hyn n\u00eb vet\u00eb ekzistenc\u00ebn\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

Me At Farn\u00e9s-in, Carmen-i zbuloi Misterin e Pashk\u00ebs, ku b\u00ebhet fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb n\u00eb vdekje me Krishtin p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngjallur me T\u00eb; dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb qendra e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Koncilit II t\u00eb Vatikanit. Carmen-i tregon:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cN\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb m\u00eb dukej sikur ngjitesha n\u00eb malin Moria me thirrjen time, me birin tim, me \u00ebndrr\u00ebn e gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime, p\u00ebr ta dor\u00ebzuar at\u00eb n\u00eb flijim\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i shihte se duhej t\u00eb flijonte Isakun e saj, q\u00eb ishte thirrja e saj misionare, projekti i ekzistenc\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, projekti i s\u00eb ardhmes s\u00eb saj, t\u00eb flijonte vet\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj dhe t\u00eb dilte n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur\u00ebn, n\u00eb misterin e asaj q\u00eb Hyji do t\u00eb d\u00ebshironte prej saj.<\/p>\n\n

Gjat\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit t\u00eb saj n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb, Carmen-i do ta kujtoj\u00eb \u00ebndrr\u00ebn e Ngjitjes n\u00eb Qiell, q\u00eb kishte par\u00eb gjat\u00eb noviciatit n\u00eb Xavier, n\u00eb lidhje me vuajtjet q\u00eb po jetonte. Ajo shkruan n\u00eb ditarin e saj:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cJezus! Kam frik\u00eb. Nuk kuptoj dhe nuk shoh asgj\u00eb. Jezus! \u00cbsht\u00eb e tmerrshme; nj\u00eb d\u00ebnim me vdekje dhe pa asnj\u00eb apel e pa asnj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi. Jezus, a do t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebsh? Un\u00eb jam e sigurt n\u00eb Ty, kam besim te Ti, t\u00eb dua. A t\u00eb kujtohet ajo Ngjitje n\u00eb Qiell? Jezus, Ti je e V\u00ebrteta. Ti je jeta ime. Nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebsh; un\u00eb t\u00eb dua, Jezus; dhe edhe n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb lot\u00ebve, t\u00eb dhimbjes dhe t\u00eb pasiguris\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb tmerrshme, e ndiej g\u00ebzimin e krahut t\u00ebnd t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm, shum\u00eb t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm, t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb mbi mua. Kush mund t\u00eb na ndaj\u00eb? Faleminderit, Jezus.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Q\u00eb nga fillimi i atij viti, Carmen-i e p\u00ebrjeton Mundimin e Krishtit n\u00eb mishin e saj. N\u00eb ver\u00ebn e vitit 1962, Carmen-i njoftohet se nuk do t\u00eb pranohet n\u00eb kushtet e p\u00ebrjetshme dhe, me k\u00ebt\u00eb vendim t\u00eb N\u00ebnave Superiore, ajo fillon n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb mistershme t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoj\u00eb Ngjalljen. Ajo shkruan n\u00eb Ditarin e saj:<\/p>\n\n

\u201c7 korrik 1962. Sh\u00ebn Fermini (San Ferm\u00edn). Jezus!, Ti tashm\u00eb e di: \u2018NUK M\u00cb PRANOJN\u00cb N\u00cb KUSHTET RREGULLTARE\u2019. \u00c7far\u00eb qet\u00ebsie, Jezus! Nj\u00eb qet\u00ebsi shum\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl, e pashpjegueshme, e jotja; je Ti, Shum\u00eb i \u00cbmbli, Shum\u00eb i Miri. PAQJA qoft\u00eb me ju. Jezus Shum\u00eb i \u00cbmb\u00ebl, t\u00eb dua me \u00ebmb\u00eblsi, marr\u00ebzisht, krejt\u00ebsisht. \u00c7far\u00eb do prej meje? Dora ime \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00ebn T\u00ebnde dhe un\u00eb shkoj me sy mbyllur kudo q\u00eb Ti d\u00ebshiron. Faleminderit, Jezus. DASHURIA IME, JEZUS, t\u00eb dua, t\u00eb dua; askush nuk mund t\u00eb na ndaj\u00eb, sepse dashuria ime \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuria Jote, e un\u00eb nuk jam asgj\u00eb. Ti je RRUGA ime, JETA ime, Jezus Shum\u00eb i \u00cbmb\u00ebl, t\u00eb dua.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

\u00cbsht\u00eb fuqia e Krishtit t\u00eb Ngjallur q\u00eb ajo p\u00ebrjeton n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj; k\u00ebt\u00eb e shpreh edhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb let\u00ebr drejtuar nj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej N\u00ebnave t\u00eb saj Superiore:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cNuk ndiej tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7 dashuri dhe d\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb puthur duart e atij q\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebnon. Un\u00eb nuk besoj n\u00eb asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 DASHURIS\u00cb. Qet\u00ebsi shum\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl, Hyjni shum\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl. RRUG\u00cb shum\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl, JEZUS, JEZU KRISHT, RRUGA, E V\u00cbRTETA dhe JETA. Mund t\u00eb shkruaj se nuk jam m\u00eb un\u00eb q\u00eb jetoj, por JEZU KRISHTI jeton n\u00eb mua, dhe nuk g\u00ebnjej, as nuk ka asnj\u00eb lloj kot\u00ebsie n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb; di vet\u00ebm se Hyji \u00ebsht\u00eb DASHURI, se JEZU KRISHTI \u00ebsht\u00eb HYJI dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb DASHURIA, dhe se Ai i do njer\u00ebzit.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

P\u00ebrvoj\u00ebn e Carmen n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb e p\u00ebrmbledh k\u00ebshtu Kiko gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb Bashk\u00ebjetese:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cN\u00ebse Carmen-i nuk do ta kishte kaluar at\u00eb k\u00e9nosis t\u00eb tmerrshme, q\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebnojn\u00eb n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb ligjit, nuk do ta kishte kuptuar dometh\u00ebnien e Misterit Pashkvor, t\u00eb cilin m\u00eb pas do t\u00eb ma sillte mua e, m\u00eb von\u00eb, do t’ia sillte Ecjes Neokatekumenale.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Vuajtjet e Carmen-it kan\u00eb qen\u00eb frytdh\u00ebn\u00ebse p\u00ebr Kiko-n, p\u00ebr Ecjen dhe, pa dyshim, p\u00ebr mbar\u00eb Kish\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i do t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj\u00eb n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb vit, s\u00eb bashku me tri t\u00eb tjerat q\u00eb kishin dal\u00eb nga Instituti. Shqet\u00ebsimi i saj i thell\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtjen shoq\u00ebrore do ta \u00e7oj\u00eb t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb me t\u00eb varfrit n\u00eb baraka dhe t\u00eb punoj\u00eb n\u00eb fabrika, nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebrgatiteshin p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb mision.<\/p>\n\n

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Kiko Arg\u00fcello dhe Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez n\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Fran\u00e7eska Cabrini, 1984<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

Imzot Marcelino Olaechea i v\u00eb n\u00eb kontakt me nj\u00eb Ipeshk\u00ebv t\u00eb Bolivis\u00eb, Imzot Manrique-n, q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb shkojn\u00eb n\u00eb mision mes minator\u00ebve t\u00eb Oruros. Por para se t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb n\u00eb mision, Carmen-i, duke ndjekur gjurm\u00ebt e sh\u00ebn Injacit t\u00eb Lojol\u00ebs, shkon n\u00eb Tok\u00ebn e Shenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb vit, me Shkrimet. Gjen nj\u00eb mikesh\u00eb irlandeze q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebron. Dhe me nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb shpine e nj\u00eb tend\u00eb kampingu p\u00ebrshkojn\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Izraelin; atje Zoti po e priste p\u00ebr t\u2019i dh\u00ebn\u00eb hire t\u00eb shumta, jo vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Ecjen Neokatekumenale. Ajo tregon se atje, n\u00eb Izrael, mbi bregun e liqenit t\u00eb Tiberiadit, e ulur mbi shk\u00ebmbin e primatit t\u00eb Pjetrit, i k\u00ebrkoi Zotit se \u00e7far\u00eb donte prej saj dhe ndieu se Hyji po i thoshte se do t\u2019i shfaqte vullnetin e tij n\u00eb Kish\u00eb: dashuria p\u00ebr Krishtin, e pranishme n\u00eb veprimin q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb kryente n\u00eb Kish\u00eb. N\u00eb Ain Karem pati sigurin\u00eb absolute, si n\u00eb nj\u00eb vizion, se Hyji donte prej saj di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr Kish\u00ebn universale, se nuk b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb themeluar nj\u00eb Kongregat\u00eb, si\u00e7 mendonte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte me shoqet e saja; ndieu, sikur t\u00eb ishte vet\u00eb Virgj\u00ebra Mari, si nj\u00eb mister gjigant, se n\u00eb nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb \u00e7far\u00ebdoshme t\u00eb bot\u00ebs mund t\u00eb realizohej Misteri i Kish\u00ebs dhe i ungjill\u00ebzimit. Do t\u00eb kuptoj\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb se b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur me Kiko Arg\u00fcello-n nj\u00eb Nx\u00ebnie e Krishter\u00eb: Ecjen Neokatekumenale. <\/p>\n\n

Viti i kaluar n\u00eb shtegtim p\u00ebrmes Izraelit ishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim i paharruesh\u00ebm, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin iu hap\u00ebn Shkrimet n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebse, duke kuptuar bashkimin e historis\u00eb s\u00eb sh\u00eblbimit me tok\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Hyji ka dashur t\u00eb shfaqet dhe r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb e njohjes s\u00eb tradit\u00ebs hebraike p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar Ungjillin. Ishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb martese me Zotin, pas vuajtjeve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha q\u00eb kishte jetuar. Aq sa, 25 vjet m\u00eb von\u00eb, Carmen-i do t\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb kremtoj\u00eb Dasm\u00ebn e Argjendt\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebtij udh\u00ebtimi n\u00eb Izrael.<\/p>\n\n

Shtegtimi i Carmen-it n\u00eb Tok\u00ebn e Shenjt\u00eb pati nj\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi vendimtare p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn e saj dhe p\u00ebr misionin e saj (aq sa shpesh i referohej si “koha e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb rinis\u00eb s\u00eb saj”), si edhe p\u00ebr Ecjen Neokatekumenale. N\u00eb librin “Jan\u00eb n\u00eb ty t\u00eb gjitha burimet e mia”<\/em> mblidhen t\u00eb gjitha p\u00ebrvojat e bukura t\u00eb jetuara prej saj n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n

Njohja e Koncilit dhe e Tok\u00ebs s\u00eb Izraelit nga ana e Carmen-it jan\u00eb n\u00eb origjin\u00ebn e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb madhe t\u00eb lindur n\u00eb Shtegtim ndaj Izraelit, popullit t\u00eb tij dhe traditave t\u00eb tij. Aq her\u00eb, gjat\u00eb predikimit, p\u00ebrlotej duke kujtuar Jerusalemin: kryqin e Jezu Krishtit t\u00eb ngritur mbi Golgot\u00eb. Jerusalemin: qytetin q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb d\u00ebshmitar i Ringjalljes dhe Ngjitjes s\u00eb tij n\u00eb Qiell.<\/p>\n\n

Vizita e Pap\u00ebs Sh\u00ebn Pali VI n\u00eb Nazaret n\u00eb janar 1964, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mundi t\u00eb jet\u00eb e pranishme, e ndihmoi t\u00eb kuptoj\u00eb \u00e7el\u00ebsat thelb\u00ebsor\u00eb t\u00eb Koncilit, duke par\u00eb n\u00eb kthimin te origjinat e krishtera dhe te rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt hebraike, shtyllat m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme p\u00ebr p\u00ebrt\u00ebritjen e Kish\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n

Edhe n\u00eb Nazaret Hyji e b\u00ebri t\u00eb takoj\u00eb at Gauthier-in, p\u00ebrmes t\u00eb cilit m\u00ebsoi t\u00eb bashk\u00ebpunoj\u00eb me burra. Ai kishte themeluar nj\u00eb lloj Kongregacioni n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin bashk\u00ebpunonin s\u00eb bashku burra e gra. Me t’u kthyer nga Izraeli, Carmen-i kalon nga Roma, duke vizituar vendet e shenjta dhe duke p\u00ebrgatitur k\u00ebshtu, pa e ditur, vizitat q\u00eb m\u00eb pas do t\u00eb b\u00ebnin v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e Ecjes. Dhe pastaj kthehet n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n

Kur arriti n\u00eb Barcelon\u00eb, dy shoqet e tjera t\u00eb Carmen-it kishin shkuar n\u00eb Madrid, vendi i fundit ku ajo do t\u00eb kishte dashur t\u00eb shkonte, sepse familja e saj po e k\u00ebrkonte tashm\u00eb. Hyji po i mbyllte t\u00eb gjitha rrug\u00ebt e tjera q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb arrinte n\u00eb Madrid, sepse kishte planin e tij dhe n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb e b\u00ebri t\u00eb takoj\u00eb Kiko Arg\u00fcello-n n\u00eb Palomeras Altas n\u00eb Madrid. U njoh\u00ebn n\u00eb vitin 1964, me t’u kthyer nga shtegtimi n\u00eb Tok\u00ebn e Shenjt\u00eb. Kiko kishte shkuar t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb me t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit n\u00eb nj\u00eb kasolle n\u00eb Palomeras. Atje Carmen-i njohu bashk\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb mblidhej n\u00eb kasollen e Kiko-s dhe mbeti shum\u00eb e prekur nga p\u00ebrgjigjja e tyre ndaj Fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb Hyjit. Vendosi t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj\u00eb me ta n\u00eb nj\u00eb kasolle af\u00ebr. Ja si e kujton Kiko at\u00eb periudh\u00eb: <\/p>\n\n

\u201cIshte n\u00eb Palomeras ku qe e mundur p\u00ebr Carmen-in t\u00eb shoh\u00eb Jezu Krishtin q\u00eb vjen t\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb m\u00ebkatar\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb realizoj\u00eb misterin e Pashk\u00ebs, t\u00eb krijoj\u00eb bashk\u00ebsin\u00eb, aty ku \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb realizohet: mes njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb zakonsh\u00ebm dhe cigan\u00ebve. Sepse atje kemi par\u00eb dhe kemi prekur Shpirtin Shenjt\u00eb, q\u00eb shfaqej duke krijuar nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebsi t\u00eb pabesueshme, nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebsi t\u00eb pamundur mes cigan\u00ebve dhe personave t\u00eb atij lloji.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i vinte nga nj\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb me shoqet e saj t\u00eb Barcelon\u00ebs, q\u00eb kishin punuar me pun\u00ebtor\u00eb, duke dh\u00ebn\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tyre atje, n\u00eb pritje pastaj p\u00ebr t\u2019ju folur atyre p\u00ebr Jezu Krishtin, pas nj\u00eb kohe mish\u00ebrimi mes tyre; por ai moment nuk arrinte kurr\u00eb. Megjithat\u00eb, Carmen-i pa n\u00eb kasollen time se un\u00eb flisja p\u00ebr Jezu Krishtin dhe se ata d\u00ebgjonin; atje pa se si Jezu Krishti sh\u00ebrbente: dashuria falas q\u00eb Hyji ka treguar p\u00ebr sh\u00eblbimin e njeriut, p\u00ebr ta shk\u00ebputur nga skllav\u00ebria, nga ankthi dhe nga m\u00ebkati. Jezu Krishti b\u00ebhej i pranish\u00ebm.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb Hyji lejoi, e gjith\u00eb prania e tij n\u00eb Palomeras, qe si nj\u00eb tok\u00eb e punueshme q\u00eb Hyji kishte p\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr t\u00eb filluar Ecjen Neokatekumenale. Gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb Hyji na b\u00ebri t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetojm\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb nj\u00eb bote t\u00eb varf\u00ebr, Hyji e kishte p\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr Kish\u00ebn e tij.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

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Imzot Morcillo dhe Carmen Hernandez-in \u2013 Kasollet e Palomeras 1965<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

Ishte nj\u00eb mrekulli q\u00eb Imzot Morcillo t\u00eb vinte te kasollet, nj\u00eb mrekulli e pabesueshme: nj\u00eb k\u00ebshilltar i Mbret\u00ebris\u00eb, n\u00eb epok\u00ebn e Frankos, q\u00eb t\u00eb paraqitej atje i veshur si meshtar n\u00eb nj\u00eb 600; q\u00eb t\u00eb hynte n\u00eb kasollen time; q\u00eb t\u00eb lutej me ne; q\u00eb t\u00eb na njihte si t\u00eb tij\u00ebt\u2026 ARQIPESHKVI hyri n\u00eb kasollen time, pa se si jetoja, se si luteshin v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit dhe tha: \u201cUn\u00eb nuk jam i krishter\u00eb\u201d! Guardia Civil kishte filluar t\u00eb rr\u00ebzonte kasollet, duke filluar nga kasollja e Carmen-it, por arritja e Arqipeshkvit i ndaloi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Ishte prania misterioze e Imzot Morcillo-s n\u00eb kasolle q\u00eb e b\u00ebri Carmen-in t\u00eb vendoste t\u00eb bashk\u00ebpunonte p\u00ebrfundimisht me mua. Po t\u00eb mos kishte qen\u00eb p\u00ebr Morcillo-n ne nuk do t\u00eb kishim shkuar n\u00eb famullit\u00eb! Dhe ishte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri ai q\u00eb na hapi dyert n\u00eb Itali.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i pa te Imzot Morcillo pranin\u00eb e Kish\u00ebs dhe ndryshoi plot\u00ebsisht q\u00ebndrimin e saj me mua; me pranin\u00eb e Arqipeshkvit, pa t\u00eb realizohej premtimi<\/em> q\u00eb Hyji i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb Izrael, se Hyji donte q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb b\u00ebnte di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr Kish\u00ebn universale, se nuk b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb themeluar nj\u00eb kongregat\u00eb. Ju tregoj k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb shihni si nj\u00eb mister t\u00eb madh t\u00eb Zotit bashk\u00ebpunimin mes Carmen-it dhe meje\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

K\u00ebt\u00eb kujtonte Kiko n\u00eb prezantimin e \u201cBiografia e Carmen-it\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Thirrja e Carmen-it ishte misioni, dhe nuk mendoi kurr\u00eb t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb, e akoma m\u00eb pak n\u00eb Madrid, ku jetonte familja e saj; kjo p\u00ebr t\u00eb ishte si nj\u00eb d\u00ebshtim i idealit t\u00eb saj misionar. Por prania e Kish\u00ebs, p\u00ebrmes Arqipeshkvit t\u00eb Madridit, Imzot Casimiro Morcillo-s, e b\u00ebri t\u00eb vendoste t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimisht me Kiko-n. K\u00ebshtu fillon nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie gjeniale dhe unike q\u00eb do t\u2019i jap\u00eb origjin\u00eb \u201ck\u00ebsaj dhurate t\u00eb Shpirtit Shenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr Kish\u00ebn\u201d \u2013 k\u00ebshtu e kan\u00eb p\u00ebrkufizuar Pap\u00ebt \u2013 q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ECJA NEOKATEKUMENALE.<\/p>\n\n

Mb\u00ebshtetja e Arqipeshkvit t\u00eb Madridit, q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb krah t\u00eb Kiko-s dhe Carmen-it, do t\u00eb jet\u00eb thelb\u00ebsore p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar se nuk mund t\u00eb hynin n\u00eb asnj\u00eb kompromis shoq\u00ebror-politik, n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr Spanj\u00ebn, ku edhe aq shum\u00eb rregulltar\u00eb q\u00eb jetonin me t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit, duke k\u00ebrkuar drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb shoq\u00ebrore, u nis\u00ebn drejt komunizmit; dhe disa prej tyre p\u00ebrfunduan duke l\u00ebn\u00eb Kish\u00ebn, si\u00e7 ndodhi, p\u00ebr shembull, me shoqet e Carmen-it.<\/p>\n\n

N\u00eb lidhje me kompromisin shoq\u00ebror-politik Kiko kujtonte:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cCarmen-i ka qen\u00eb gjeniale, duke k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulur se n\u00eb krisht\u00ebrim nuk ka tjet\u00ebr kompromis p\u00ebrve\u00e7 pag\u00ebzimit\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Dhe ky sakrament do t\u00eb jet\u00eb themeli i Ecjes Neokatekumenale. P\u00ebr t\u00eb filluar Ecjen Neokatekumenale Hyji mori Kiko-n dhe Carmen-in. Ka b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb bashkohen problematika ekzistenciale e Kiko-s, t\u00eb modeluar p\u00ebrmes kerigm\u00ebs dhe vizionit t\u00eb tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb bashk\u00ebsi t\u00eb vogla, me p\u00ebrt\u00ebritjen teologjike t\u00eb Carmen-it dhe misionin e saj t\u00eb ungjill\u00ebzimit.<\/p>\n\n

Si\u00e7 ka th\u00ebn\u00eb At Mario Pezzi gjat\u00eb funeralit t\u00eb Carmen-it:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cDo t\u00eb jen\u00eb historian\u00ebt q\u00eb do t\u00eb thellojn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb fakt: themelimin e nj\u00eb realiteti kishtar, t\u00eb kryer nga nj\u00eb burr\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb grua q\u00eb kan\u00eb bashk\u00ebpunuar vazhdimisht s\u00eb bashku\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

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Kiko Arg\u00fcello, Mario Pezzi dhe Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez 1972<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

N\u00eb historin\u00eb e Kish\u00ebs, p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, gjejm\u00eb nj\u00eb fakt t\u00eb ngjash\u00ebm. V\u00ebrtet \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mister t\u00eb Hyjit ky bashk\u00ebpunim gjat\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 50 vitesh: Hyji e b\u00ebri t\u00eb mundur p\u00ebr t’i dh\u00ebn\u00eb fillim Ecjes Neokatekumenale, p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrt\u00ebrir\u00eb Kish\u00ebn. Nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie e bazuar n\u00eb fe, e bazuar t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht mbi misionin n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin Hyji i kishte thirrur, e hera-her\u00ebs e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr ta. Kiko dhe Carmen-i i mbet\u00ebn besnik\u00eb zgjedhjes s\u00eb tyre pa zbritur nga kryqi q\u00eb ne, v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e Ecjes, t\u00eb merrnim nj\u00eb fe t\u00eb rritur. Jeta e Kiko-s dhe Carmen-it s\u00eb bashku ka qen\u00eb gjithashtu nj\u00eb Pashk\u00eb: ata vdisnin p\u00ebr veten e tyre q\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit t\u00eb merrnin ringjalljen. N\u00eb nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebjetes\u00eb t\u00eb vitit 1994, duke iu referuar k\u00ebsaj marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnieje me Carmen-in, Kiko thoshte:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cHyji na b\u00ebri t\u00eb bashkohemi, por gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb bezdisshme. Q\u00eb t\u00eb mos mburremi, q\u00eb t\u00eb shihet n\u00ebse v\u00ebrtet k\u00ebrkojm\u00eb vullnetin e Hyjit apo veten ton\u00eb; duhet t\u00eb pranojm\u00eb bezdin\u00eb e bashk\u00ebpunimit p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb mision\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Carmen-i n\u00eb ditar\u00ebt e saj hera-her\u00ebs shkruan: \u201cKiko \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mister\u201d<\/em>. Por shum\u00eb her\u00eb, duke folur me Kiko-n, m\u00eb ka th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cCarmen-i \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mister\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n

T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne q\u00eb e kemi njohur Carmen-in e kuptonim vuajtjen e saj, por deri kur s’kemi lexuar Ditar\u00ebt e saj nuk mund ta imagjinonim as deri n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb mase. Hyji e b\u00ebri t\u00eb jetonte momente depresioni t\u00eb madh, q\u00eb e b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb kalonte p\u00ebrmes nat\u00ebs s\u00eb err\u00ebt t\u00eb shpirtit, si\u00e7 i ka ndodhur kaq shum\u00eb shenjt\u00ebrve t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj. Nj\u00eb vuajtje aq e fort\u00eb saq\u00eb, hera-her\u00ebs, t\u00eb lexosh ditar\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb dridhet trupi. Shkruan n\u00eb Ditar\u00ebt e saj n\u00eb Mars 1985:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cMadrid. Zbraz\u00ebtia, asgj\u00ebja, trishtimi dhe pamund\u00ebsia. Moskomunikim. Pa d\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. Hyji im, ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb tmerron m\u00eb shum\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb mos besoj tek Ti. Ki m\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. M\u00eb thuaj se TI JE. Kjo m\u00eb mjafton\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Shkurt 1988:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cMadrid. Jezusi im! Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb trishtuar dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb vuaj \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb mos besoj tek Ti\u201d. \u201cT\u00eb pakt\u00ebn t\u00eb besoja tek Ti. Ku \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuria jote, ku je Ti? Jezusi im, e trishtuar, e heshtur, e vetme dhe e g\u00ebrbulur. Nuk shoh, p\u00ebrse?\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Janar 1992:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cNew York. Jezusi im, p\u00ebrse TI zhdukesh? Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb s\u00ebmundja m\u00eb e keqe dhe jeta ime mbetet pa kuptim, e vdekur\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Tokio:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cTokio. Jezusi im, pa Ty asgj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb intereson dhe gjith\u00e7ka m\u00eb duket e pamundur. Jezusi im, p\u00ebrse? Nuk kam fe\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Qershor 1994 n\u00eb Rom\u00eb, dit\u00ebn kur shohin Pap\u00ebn t\u00eb paraqes\u00eb projektin p\u00ebr Malin e Lumturive:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cROMA. VATIKANI \u2013 PAPA \u2013 BEKIMI i maketit p\u00ebr Malin e Lumturive. Jezusi im! Je i madh dhe i mrekulluesh\u00ebm. A ti kujtohet tenda mbi Malin e Lumturive? Po stuhia? Po sa ti m\u00eb doje mua dhe un\u00eb t\u00eb doja Ty? M\u00eb b\u00ebj t\u00eb kthehem tek Ti, tek dashurit\u00eb e tua t\u00eb \u00ebmbla dhe t\u00eb vetme\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

16 Korrik 1996 Porto San Giorgio:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cShum\u00eb e \u00ebmbla Virgj\u00ebr MARIA, streha ime, Lum TI q\u00eb ke besuar. T\u00eb shoh si nj\u00eb mbrojt\u00ebse hap\u00ebsinore rreth meje. Jezusi im, m\u00eb jep FE, sepse trishtimi dhe vetmia dhe moskomunikimi m\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb shoh gjith\u00e7ka negative. Shum\u00eb e \u00ebmbla Virgj\u00ebr Maria, m\u00eb mbro me FEN\u00cb T\u00cbNDE.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Ka kaluar shum\u00eb periudha heshtjeje, duke i k\u00ebrkuar Zotit t\u00eb mund t\u00eb predikoj\u00eb. P\u00ebrbri fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb pranimit t\u00eb realitetit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb heshtjes, jan\u00eb shkruar fjal\u00ebt P\u00cbRVUJT\u00cbRI, P\u00cbRVUJT\u00cbRIMI. Zoti u sh\u00ebrbye nga net\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb err\u00ebta \u2013 dhe kan\u00eb qen\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb! \u2013 p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrvujt\u00ebruar dhe p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, guximtare, shum\u00eb t\u00eb men\u00e7ur, misionare plot me zell p\u00ebr Ungjillin, shkenc\u00ebtare, teologe, me nj\u00eb predikim shum\u00eb origjinal dhe inovativ, pun\u00ebtore e madhe, k\u00ebrkuese e papagueshme\u2026 \u2013 dhe cil\u00ebsi t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kujtonim p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Zoti e vuri n\u00eb prov\u00eb, \u201csi arin n\u00eb furr\u00eb\u201d. Nj\u00eb pervujt\u00ebri q\u00eb e ka d\u00ebshmuar duke mbetur me Kiko-n gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb plan t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, sepse pa se misioni i saj ishte ta ndihmonte dhe ta mb\u00ebshteste.<\/p>\n\n

Ka shkuar n\u00ebp\u00ebr bot\u00eb duke shpallur Ungjillin, duke nxitur qindra thirrje p\u00ebr meshtari, p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn rregulltare dhe misionare, si dhe familje t\u00eb t\u00ebra, p\u00ebrbri Kiko Arg\u00fcello-s. U dha vet\u00eb dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb shkrir\u00eb p\u00ebr Ungjillin, duke shpallur Lajmin e Mir\u00eb dhe duke d\u00ebgjuar kaq shum\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebr e motra, problemet e tyre dhe vuajtjet e tyre.<\/p>\n\n

Nj\u00eb cil\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Carmen-i \u00ebsht\u00eb dalluar gjithmon\u00eb ka qen\u00eb guximi i saj, guximi i saj i madh dhe liria e madhe q\u00eb kishte, sepse i interesonte vet\u00ebm t\u00eb b\u00ebnte vullnetin e Hyjit; p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ishte e lir\u00eb me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb: shihte Zotin n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha ngjarjet, ishte nj\u00eb grua eskatologjike \u2013 si\u00e7 i p\u00eblqen t\u00eb thot\u00eb at Mario. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ka ndihmuar kaq shum\u00eb t\u00eb rinj, p\u00ebr guximin q\u00eb ka d\u00ebshmuar duke jetuar n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn dhe duke e predikuar at\u00eb. Ka ndihmuar kaq shum\u00eb gra t\u00eb vler\u00ebsojn\u00eb am\u00ebsin\u00eb, t\u00eb njohin kurthet e djallit q\u00eb do t\u00eb mashtroj\u00eb grat\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj breznie, sepse ato kan\u00eb fabrik\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs \u2013 si\u00e7 thoshte me nj\u00eb origjinalitet t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm -, dhe ky predikim ka ndihmuar kaq shum\u00eb vajza t\u00eb vler\u00ebsojn\u00eb t\u00eb qenurit grua, duke u treguar atyre se nuk ka asgj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe se t\u00eb lind\u00ebsh jet\u00ebn, t\u00eb formosh nj\u00eb person dhe t\u00eb edukosh nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Ka qen\u00eb e madhe n\u00eb mbrojtjen e familjes krishter\u00eb dhe t\u00eb grave; nuk ka pasur frik\u00eb t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb kund\u00ebr rrym\u00ebs, duke hequr maskat e feminizmave t\u00eb rreme dhe mashtrimet q\u00eb fshihen pas promovimit t\u00eb abortit.<\/p>\n\n

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Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez dhe Kiko Arg\u00fcello DBR (Dita Bot\u00ebrore e Rinis\u00eb) 2005<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n

Si t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbyllje, do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb thosha se ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb godet personalisht te Carmen-i \u00ebsht\u00eb falasshm\u00ebria q\u00eb ka treguar gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb predikimin e saj. E vet\u00ebdijshme p\u00ebr zgjedhjen falas t\u00eb Hyjit, ajo sheh n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha nd\u00ebrhyrjet e Zotit n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj falasshm\u00ebrin\u00eb e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb Tij; kjo do t\u00eb jet\u00eb shenja dalluese e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb predikimit t\u00eb saj. Kjo shihet qart\u00eb n\u00eb katekezat e saj mbi sakramentet, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht mbi pendes\u00ebn dhe Eukaristin\u00eb. Kam zgjedhur disa fjal\u00eb nga takimi i saj i vitit 1992 me komunitetet e El Salvadorit, por mund t\u00eb citoja cilindo nga katekezat e saja.<\/p>\n\n

\u201cRingjallja e Jezu Krishtit nuk u la nga Hyji n\u00eb biblioteka apo n\u00eb universitete, por ai la nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkujtim t\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs s\u00eb ringjalljes, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb Eukaristia, dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb aty ku apostujt e p\u00ebrjetuan at\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ik\u00ebn nga kryqi, duke filluar nga Sh\u00ebn Pjetri, i cili mendonte se ishte aq i ndersh\u00ebm dhe se e donte aq shum\u00eb Jezu Krishtin: ‘Do t\u00eb t\u00eb ndjek deri n\u00eb vdekje’! Kur pa vdekjen, iku, ashtu si\u00e7 ikim t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne. Dhe ishte Jezu Krishti i ringjallur Ai q\u00eb u doli p\u00ebrpara, nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb, ashtu si\u00e7 i ka dal\u00eb p\u00ebrpara secilit prej nesh, Ai, i gjall\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb na marr\u00eb p\u00ebr dor\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, krisht\u00ebrimin nuk e arrin dot askush, as me koherenc\u00ebn e vet e as me vullnetin e vet t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Ringjallja e Jezu Krishtit tejkalon \u00e7do mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb humanizmit dhe t\u00eb forc\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore. Askush nuk mund ta arrij\u00eb Ringjalljen me forcat e veta; prandaj ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb falas. Jezu Krishti i ringjallur do ta marr\u00eb lirisht secilin prej nesh dhe do t\u00eb na b\u00ebj\u00eb t\u00eb dalim nga situata jon\u00eb e m\u00ebkatit dhe e vdekjes\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n

Edhe pse kjo kerygm\u00eb e bukur do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim i mir\u00eb, meq\u00eb e nisa duke th\u00ebn\u00eb se Carmen-i ishte nj\u00eb mistike, dua ta p\u00ebrmbyll me disa nga fjal\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb bukura, ose m\u00eb sakt\u00eb, besime konfidenciale t\u00eb nj\u00eb gruaje t\u00eb dashuruar, t\u00eb nxjerra nga ditari i saj i n\u00ebntorit 1971, t\u00eb cilat jan\u00eb si nj\u00eb lutje:<\/p>\n\n

\u201cJezusi im i \u00ebmb\u00ebl, t\u00eb dua;<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
m\u00eb mbulo me vullnetin t\u00ebnd dhe m\u00eb m\u00ebso t\u00eb b\u00ebj vullnetin t\u00ebnd.<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
V\u00ebri fjal\u00ebt e tua n\u00eb goj\u00ebn time.<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
M\u00eb m\u00ebso t\u00eb braktisem te Ti.<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
O Jezus, e kam zemr\u00ebn e plagosur, t\u00eb dua;<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
Eja, Jezusi im i \u00ebmb\u00ebl, dashuria ime, jeta ime.<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
Dashuria ime, t\u00eb dua;<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
ki m\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, m\u00eb ndihmo, m\u00eb \u00e7liro.<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
Ti je Hyji im, te Ti shpresoj, Jezusi im shum\u00eb i \u00ebmb\u00ebl.\u201d<\/strong><\/h5>\n\n
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Kiko Arg\u00fcello dhe Carmen Hern\u00e1ndez 2007<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n
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Pas hapjes solemne t\u00eb faz\u00ebs dioqezane t\u00eb \u00c7\u00ebshtjes t\u00eb Lumturimit dhe Shenjt\u00ebrimit t\u00eb Carmen-it, m\u00eb 4 dhjetor 2022, tani jemi n\u00eb nj\u00eb faz\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme t\u00eb studimit t\u00eb dokumenteve t\u00eb mbledhura dhe t\u00eb mbledhjes s\u00eb d\u00ebshmive t\u00eb d\u00ebshmitar\u00ebve t\u00eb shumt\u00eb. N\u00eb 19 korrikun e ardhsh\u00ebm 2023 do t\u00eb festohet<\/p>\n

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